poke the beast   pour libations    thomas murphy. questionably male. still using he/him pronouns at this point. i think my gender might be The Colour Out of Space or a whispered scream echoing behind the void. i write (the archive of my older poetry is here), i like to fashoin, i have a face. i invite you to please make me uncomfortable, and let me return the favor, we both have something to teach, we both have everything to learn

"T Swizzle accidentally on that John Cage next-level"
on Taylor Swift’s accidentally glitched out Canadian single, “Track 3”
— 10 hours ago with 2 notes
what resembles the grave but isn’t

anneboyer:

Always falling into a hole, then saying “ok, this is not your grave, get out of this hole,” getting out of the hole which is not the grave, falling into a hole again, saying “ok, this is also not your grave, get out of this hole,” getting out of that hole, falling into another one; sometimes falling into a hole within a hole, or many holes within holes, getting out of them one after the other, then falling again, saying “this is not your grave, get out of the hole”; sometimes being pushed, saying “you can not push me into this hole, it is not my grave,” and getting out defiantly, then falling into a hole again without any pushing; sometimes falling into a set of holes whose structures are predictable, ideological, and long dug, often falling into this set of structural and impersonal holes; sometimes falling into holes with other people, with other people, saying “this is not our mass grave, get out of this hole,” all together getting out of the hole together, hands and legs and arms and human ladders of each other to get out of the hole that is not the mass grave but that will only be gotten out of together; sometimes the willful-falling into a hole which is not the grave because it is easier than not falling into a hole really, but then once in it, realizing it is not the grave, getting out of the hole eventually;  sometimes falling into a hole and languishing there for days, weeks, months, years, because while not the grave very difficult, still, to climb out of and you know after this hole there’s just another and another; sometimes surveying the landscape of holes and wishing for a high quality final hole; sometimes thinking of who has fallen into holes which are not graves but might be better if they were; sometimes too ardently contemplating  the final hole while trying to avoid the provisional ones; sometimes dutifully falling and getting out, with perfect fortitude, saying “look at the skill and spirit with which I rise from that which resembles the grave but isn’t!” 

(via arabellesicardi)

— 21 hours ago with 2371 notes
#death tw  #motto  #beauty 

suhfeeyah:

today went from 0 to 100 to -67 real quick

imagebut at least i looked halfway decent

— 21 hours ago with 10 notes
#beautiful people  #fashoin 

tacobelligerent:

things to ask a boy before you date him;

  • how do you feel about drake?
  • what are your thoughts on clothes marketed towards women?
  • iggy or nicki?
  • how do you feel about capitalism and its destruction of every walk of life?
  • do you use your blinkers while or before you change lanes?
  • why is darren wilson not arrested yet?
  • cheez-its or cheese nips?
  • should you mix patterns?

after these questions you should get a good idea of who he is as a person.

(via glitter-witch)

— 22 hours ago with 1517 notes
#essential  #motto 

livingintranslation:

Slightly more awake with 2nd mug of tea

23 months on testosterone, 5 months post op

i’m actually drowning

— 1 day ago with 153 notes
#shirtless tw  #beautiful people 
stunningpicture:

I was at a horse race yesterday when some kid lost his balloon…

stunningpicture:

I was at a horse race yesterday when some kid lost his balloon…

(via demonkingdragneel)

— 1 day ago with 66920 notes
#aesthetic 
riotsnotdiets:

Dear Tumblr, I need your help. If anything I’ve ever written or posted or said or did has ever impacted your life in a positive way, please read on. A small donation could mean keeping my family safe from violence and homelessness. Every little bit helps.
The short version: my mom and my sister and my nephew were left homeless after my sister was assaulted in the home where they were staying. My grandmother died unexpectedly this week so they cannot stay with her (where they normally go in times of trouble). I am paying to keep them in a motel until the 29th of October but after that I am out of money. They need to keep a roof over their heads while they search for resources, meet with their social worker, and do everything else they can think of to secure longer-term housing for them and my baby nephew.You can donate now at www.youcaring.com/helpmargitte (because fuck gofundme).The long version:
Back in May, my 25-year-old sister Molly gave birth to a beautiful baby boy named Jericho. He is her first child, and my mother’s first grandbaby. 
Because he was born slightly premature and my sister, a single mom, needed extra help, my mother moved in with them to support her. 
Everything was going wonderfully at first. Jericho gained weight at a healthy pace, rarely cried, and was a generally happy and well-adjusted baby. My mom and my sister became a great co-parenting team, supporting each other, making sure they didn’t miss a single appointment, and providing all of the love, care, and attention Jericho needed.
But then my sister was physically assaulted by one of the male adults living in their home. He broke her nose, ruptured her eardrum, and gave her a concussion. 
Needless to say, my sister and my mother moved out. At first they went to my grandmother’s (Jericho’s great-grandma), but her senior living apartment managers wouldn’t let them stay. (In an unrelated series of events, my grandmother suddenly and unexpectedly passed away last week, and we are all still figuring out how to cope without her.)
Currently, my mom and sister and baby Jericho are staying at a motel that I am paying for out of pocket—but I only have enough money to keep them there through next Wednesday. 
That’s where you come in. 
My mom and my sister are spending their days searching for resources and getting on waiting lists for low-income housing. They have a social worker and others helping them out, but they need more time. 
I’m trying to raise enough money to keep them there for a full month or longer ($2000+) while they continue their search for other options. They also need gas money, food (they have a full kitchen in their motel room), and other essentials for them and the baby (diapers, money for laundry, etc.). 
Raising this money could mean the difference between them finding a place to live for good and being completely homeless. 
Thank you for considering donating to my family and helping me help them. And if you can’t donate, I’d love for you to share this with others. My family could really use a miracle right about now.
<3
Margitte

riotsnotdiets:

Dear Tumblr, I need your help. If anything I’ve ever written or posted or said or did has ever impacted your life in a positive way, please read on. 

A small donation could mean keeping my family safe from violence and homelessness.
Every little bit helps.

The short version: my mom and my sister and my nephew were left homeless after my sister was assaulted in the home where they were staying. My grandmother died unexpectedly this week so they cannot stay with her (where they normally go in times of trouble). I am paying to keep them in a motel until the 29th of October but after that I am out of money. They need to keep a roof over their heads while they search for resources, meet with their social worker, and do everything else they can think of to secure longer-term housing for them and my baby nephew.

You can donate now at www.youcaring.com/helpmargitte (because fuck gofundme).

The long version:

Back in May, my 25-year-old sister Molly gave birth to a beautiful baby boy named Jericho. He is her first child, and my mother’s first grandbaby. 

Because he was born slightly premature and my sister, a single mom, needed extra help, my mother moved in with them to support her. 

Everything was going wonderfully at first. Jericho gained weight at a healthy pace, rarely cried, and was a generally happy and well-adjusted baby. My mom and my sister became a great co-parenting team, supporting each other, making sure they didn’t miss a single appointment, and providing all of the love, care, and attention Jericho needed.

But then my sister was physically assaulted by one of the male adults living in their home. He broke her nose, ruptured her eardrum, and gave her a concussion. 

Needless to say, my sister and my mother moved out. At first they went to my grandmother’s (Jericho’s great-grandma), but her senior living apartment managers wouldn’t let them stay. (In an unrelated series of events, my grandmother suddenly and unexpectedly passed away last week, and we are all still figuring out how to cope without her.)

Currently, my mom and sister and baby Jericho are staying at a motel that I am paying for out of pocket—but I only have enough money to keep them there through next Wednesday. 

That’s where you come in. 

My mom and my sister are spending their days searching for resources and getting on waiting lists for low-income housing. They have a social worker and others helping them out, but they need more time. 

I’m trying to raise enough money to keep them there for a full month or longer ($2000+) while they continue their search for other options. They also need gas money, food (they have a full kitchen in their motel room), and other essentials for them and the baby (diapers, money for laundry, etc.). 

Raising this money could mean the difference between them finding a place to live for good and being completely homeless. 

Thank you for considering donating to my family and helping me help them. And if you can’t donate, I’d love for you to share this with others. My family could really use a miracle right about now.

<3

Margitte

(via aeon-fux)

— 1 day ago with 754 notes
#please if you're able  #signal boost 

remipachu:

remipachu:

please give polysexuality representation i need to know my orientation is acceptable and legitimate

people who aren’t poly: please please please reblog this. please spread the word.

(via artnaniteris)

— 2 days ago with 19086 notes
#people who are poly also reblog this  #queer kid blues 
"Brushing Your Teeth As Self-Harm Manifesto

1. Make your gums bleed
from the force
so you don’t have to bear being
even less perfect than you already are
not"
— 4 days ago with 7 notes
#my poetry  #poetry  #self harm tw  #blood tw  #perfection 

on st. george’s terroir gin, i say “it’s incredibly peaty and woody and hits you like a floral bouquet in a concrete vase” and if that’s not what i want out of both my liquor and my lovers…, thank you and goodnight

— 4 days ago with 6 notes
#alcohol tw 

jedavu:

Stunning Images Of Skylines Captured With Time Lapse Photography

by Dan Marker-Moore

(via unapologetically-taina)

— 5 days ago with 178506 notes
#beauty  #homescapes  #my city  #los angeles 

megamissingno:

  • all about that base are belong to us
— 5 days ago with 7 notes
#memery